Teenage love poems

You and I were so close but I dont know what happended.
Look, I know I have done you wrong but you hurted me too, with or without that intentionyou did.
I cant believe you had let me down.
I told you everything I told you things I have not told anyone else and what did you do?
You screwed me into the ground.
You were my best friend.
What ever you asked for I had gotted it for you. I was there every step of the way I defended you and everything.
You knew I loved you and yet you wanted to only use me.
I guess thats what happens when you fall in love with the wrong one.
my friends would tell me all the time "all he ever did was use you and hurt you get over him" but that is easier to say then do.
I guess since I have taken a deep fall that I cant say good-bye that easily.
I am sorry that you couldnt have ecxepted me for me.
I remeber one thing you and I agreed on and that was "no matter what we would always be...one..a whole"
But I guess it was all a lie cuz of this big lie I no longer know the truth.
I know out of all this it seems like I hate you and I do but at the same time I love you too.
If that makes any sense.
You cant be apart of my life anymore because this is jsut not a forgive and forget kind of thing.
I fell for you and got cut real deep.
But you know what they say:
"you can't lose something you never really had"